First, Action!!

Selamat Malam, Aquarius.
Hari ini tanggal 31 Mei 2015 pukul 19.54 WIB. Berniat untuk mengecek e-mail, belajar, menyicil persiapan presentasi besok kamis (izinkan aku menangis). Tapi, godaan untuk mengecek blog yang sudah sangat sangat lama aku tinggalkan lebih kuat dari pada tumpukan buku-buku yang berharap mendapat sentuhanku.
Jadi, disinilah aku sekarang. Di sebuah kamar dengan luas yang menurutku sedang, yang baru saja tadi pagi aku bersihkan. Di temani suara merdu dari CD yang aku dapat atas pembelian makan di sebuah tempat makan, sebut saja KFC. Dan ya, dengan setumpuk jadwal yang sedari tadi aku baca dan menjadi (sedikit) pusat perhatianku.
Aku baru menyadari, sudah banyak yang berubah. Semua terasa sangat cepat berjalan. Yang tadinya dekat menjadi jauh. Sedangkan yang tadinya menjauh menjadi dekat. Semua karena rencana Tuhan, karena kehendak-Nya. Aku mensyukuri apapun yang terjadi dalam hidupku dalam 2 tahun belakangan ini.
Kegagalan, kepahitan, anggap saja asam garam kehidupan yang aku lalui belum seberapa banyak. Aku ingin segera menghabiskan masa gagalku dan segara pula meraih dan menikmati masa suksesku. Setiap orang pasti memiliki keinginan yang sama akan hal itu.
Aku sudah kuliah, sebentar lagi aku akan menghadapi UAS semester 2. Dan yang paling tidak pernah aku bayangkan adalah aku terdampar di Fakultas Ekonomi. Mengingat jurusan yang aku ambil ketika SMA sangat berbeda dengan apa yang akhirnya aku jalani di bangku kuliah.

Semua bukan tanpa alasan, semua yag terjadi pasti ada alasan. Tapi aku menyadari, rencana Tuhan sangatlah indah. Dan pada akhirnya, aku harus melakukan ini. Suka ataupun tidak suka, apapun yang ada di hadapanmu, yang pertama harus kamu lakukan adalah, hadapi!
Alih jurusan itu tak mudah. Sama seperti ketika kita belajar untuk membaca, harus dari nol. Tapi aku menikmati setiap proses yang ada di dalamnya.

Aquarius

Aquarius Characteristics (January 20 - February 18) The symbol for Aquarius is the Water-Bearer, a universal man who is pouring forth water from a jug. This universal man represents the community of mankind. The waters of life flow, like ideas coming from the unrestrained mind. Many people mistakenly think that Aquarius is a water sign, but it is an intellectual air sign. As such, Aquarius can be interested in concepts and ideas. Because of its universality, Aquarius can seem somewhat detached from personal emotions. It's not that you Aquarius don't have feelings; it's just that yours are different from most others. You dance to the beat of a different drummer. Aquarius can be good communicators as long as you stay in the mental realms. Aquarius are friendly, but can become uncomfortable as you discuss your feelings. In fact, your friends are very important to you and Aquarius might be involved with groups of like-minded people in a social club, a political action group or a public service group. The Aquarius motto could be Einstein's "Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds." And yours is a great spirit, sometimes erratic and sometimes brilliant. You know much about yourself and the world, but knowing everything can be an obstacle to your own happiness. Your practice is twofold. First, you must learn how to separate your crazy notions from what is important. And second, you need to learn how to respond to the opposition you encounter without making it difficult for yourself. Element: Air The astrological element of air represents movement. And the most efficient movement between two points is often a thought. Air signs are thinkers. They emphasize the intellect over other functions. With active minds and a good command of language, the air signs are the natural born communicators. They can be light and breezy as the breath of spring, but their words can also carry the power of a gale force wind. The air of Aquarius can be like the winds after a lightning strike. Large amounts of air are moved around suddenly in such a storm, and that which survives this intensity gets to enjoy the calm after the storm. Eleventh House: Future The Eleventh House is sometimes called the House of Friends, Hopes and Dreams. Friends will support our dreams of the future. Here, in the Eleventh House, we're not concerned with our day-to-day responsibilities. Instead, we are thinking about our ideal situation and dreaming of ways to get there. Whether we do or not is less important than keeping the dreams alive. Key Planet: Uranus Uranus is the weirdest planet in the solar system. Its north pole faces the Sun and its Moons spin around it backwards. As such, Uranus symbolizes the eccentric and unique things in our lives. It is associated with brilliance -- even if short-lived. And, like lightning, Uranus can release the hidden tensions suddenly and with great immediacy. In fact, Uranus is often the astrological culprit when our lives are turned upside-down. As the key planet of Aquarius, it encourages us to rebel against social injustices and to seek freedom of expression in our lives.